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Australian, 18, Female, PTSD, sexual abuse survivor, self harmer, and a passion for writing and singing. I love music, playing the guitar and flipping butterfly knives. I'm a nice person :) come say hi! I can't wait to get to know you all.

Self harm free since: December 16th, 2012

The newest addition to my little family <3 Kali 

She was 7 days old when my boyfriend found her near his work under a sheet of tin. She was freezing, wet (from the rain) and starving. Her eyes had barely opened and her ears were practically flat. 

A week later she was diagnosed with pneumonia and the vet also guessed she had a spinal deformity. He told me it would be best for her to be put to sleep. I cried and cried but refused to give up on her. He finally gave her antibiotics, fluids and vitamins and told me to not get her hopes up and that she should be back in three days if she isn’t better to be euthanized. 

Everyone I spoke to told me that it would be a miracle if she survived considering kittens this young won’t survive.  

Today, she is 5 weeks old. She’s doubled in size and is a little fatty. She loves to play with my Shihtzu, Lola :) 

I’m so proud of how strong she is. <3

Hi everyone. 

I just wanted to let everyone know I have made a new tumblr account because I have decided to change my outlook on the world and I want to start fresh. 

I have been awful busy lately. I’ve been trying to focus on getting a job and moving out but still no luck :/

Anyway, I would love you all to follow and I will follow back. This blog will still be personal and talking about my struggles with PTSD and Depression but I have been self-harm free for 3 months now so I don’t want to go back to those ways (that was another reason why I left tumblr for a while).

yoursavingmysoul.tumblr.com —- It’s currently blank but there will be new updates of our new little family member. She’s super cute!

purebredredneck101:

I will do them all. I promise.

purebredredneck101:

I will do them all. I promise.

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I think I’m just gonna have to buy a new one :/

It’s gonna cost more than the fucking tablet to fix :’(

Have you ever watched a kid play with a new toy and it be the best thing ever and then it suddenly breaks and that look on the kids face of surprise/disappointment/sadness… Yeah, that’s what I’m dealing with and my heart is breaking.

THIS ISN’T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN! WE WERE SUPPOSED TO ENJOY IT AND HAVE FUN :’( IT’S NOT FAIR.

So Ethan and I have been waiting WEEKS for our new android tablet and after two days of playing with it and having so much fun, Ethan put his under his pillow while he cleaned the bed off, leaned on it and cracked the screen and it’s stopped responding to being touched. :/ He is so upset and mad at himself and all I want to do is fix it because he called it his baby and he loved it so much. It wasn’t fair :( Even I’m upset about it. 

Now I’m determined to get it fixed no matter what I have to do.

shitweed:

marijuana ha ha

Isn&#8217;t it 420?

shitweed:

marijuana ha ha

Isn’t it 420?

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If you can’t reblog this, you don’t deserve to be on tumblr.

If you can’t reblog this, you don’t deserve to be on tumblr.

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Can I just lock myself away and cry until this emptiness goes away?

I just want cut and cry and be alone. Everyone is just annoying the fuck out of me. :/

(Source: sex-cigarettes-andhope, via bulimiasux)

you-make-it-happenxx:

you-make-it-happenxx:


Everyone who reblogs this post will get their URL written in this book by me!


I am actually writing them down.

you-make-it-happenxx:

you-make-it-happenxx:

Everyone who reblogs this post will get their URL written in this book by me!

I am actually writing them down.

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